i Wonder..

    Let’s see..what to write is always not that hard especially u have a tendency to talk to yourself not that ur crazy but sometimes confused, mad or just mad hahaha…Looking at where I am now, I can say I am still not satisfied of what I am doing…I aw very grateful for having to secure a job right after I send my thesis without having to wait to long to earn my full month salary of a graduate…it seems that the thrill is gone when I started working…Currently I am an executive in a MNC looking after their HSE system…though it is related to what i studied I am not that keen in to this part of my field… looking back at the times when I was studying…what i loved about is the adventure to fulfill the courses…especially the thesis…i enjoyed doing my project…though some commented that i was lazy (don’t we all)…i enjoyed the boat rides…chemical burns…late nights at the lab and the horrible overtimes in front of the PC doing my dissertations…haha..those were the days…but now i just go to work doing the same old thing…sit in front of my office PC from 755-1730++…what can i say…the environment around the factory is boring and the hospitality is drop dead insane…maybe i am still new there but looking at the situation i am in…sometimes i feel these guys won’t give face for a freshmen to make a mistake…i still remember…the 2nd week i was there i got scolded by a manager that was not my boss due to an error not done by me…how was i to know her car park changed and was not updated in the system…i just got in the company a fortnight a go you b****!!well that was that…the most obvious stupidity about what i do is that the big boss(from Japan) wants me to know their security system and ensure it comply to the Labour Act (what ever that is)…what the hell… i only took environment in my degree…can’t they read english on my resume???so i just followed the order though it is kinda hard understanding what actually he wants me to do…but hey as long as i get my paycheck i am happy….hahaha
    Well thats sums it up about my work currently…even at the moment i am looking to ditch this job…not that i hate the job as an EMS coordinator but when ur being bullied by the SHO to do HIS WORK makes me wonder who’s the Green Card holder here…anyways…i am hoping i can be a water scientist…i am very keen on water…though i have no regrets if i have to further on other elements if the opportunity arises…i just can’t live on staying in front of the PC everyday without any adventure in my work…for now i can just hope for the best in the current job and put the thought of being a scientist as a lifelong dream…